Somersaulting

Its Friday!!

Finally... its been a heck of a long week..
Couple of evenings walk with A and last 2 days were extremely annoying and yet funny at work...
I finally figured out how to get other do things i don.t wanna do...
I just have to be angry, busy, snappy and just not give a shit...
I mean couple of sharp comment help to to show my mood..
After when those things are done and my mood gets better, i just have to tell my male coworkers when i leave for lunch: see you bitches.. and on my return.. Hi bitches
Today i was also giving an evil eye/don't mess with me look...
At some point i told one of the guys that i keep asking questions from him as he already hates me,.... He said that hate is a big word but its pretty close how he feels...
Well the result was that i got what i wanted and asked for!!!
The bitchy queen Sigrit is in the house!!!

The other day when we were doing our evening walk i told A, that she should do cartwheel and i will do somersault...
So i kept telling her to do... as i really feel like doing it.
I must say that her Cartwheel was pretty good... she did mention pulling some muscles...

After she did hers i chickened out.. i still gave it ago... it ended with a small lump on my head...
Not enough soft grass .... and its been years... after that i have to say that my underwear didn't feel exactly like in a right place....
That reminded me Liz... and the time when her jeans were not in a right place after couple of jumps..

I think that this panda loos better than i did...


My point is... that i like getting these silly moment moods and i think if we ever feel like it - we should go for it...
If i feel like skipping cause of i'm happy... i wanna do it..
I love my inner child.

On Sunday we are planning to go to Howth..
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Howth

Have a good weekend my dear bitches... ;p
Muahhh

My week alone in the house

Booked my flights to Estonia 28.07 - 04.08
Merje was so kind and put me down for summer day ... It should be good fun to meet again people i worked with and catch up with them... Pretty excited and as flights aren't that cheap, i may aswell go for a week...
On Sunday i went to Bray... oh how much i love the seaside..
Walked form Bray to Graystone - its about 7 km long cliff walk. It was nice and sunny day and it didn't feel like Ireland... more like Spain or something like that..
It was nice and then took train back... i will add photos later at some point.. hopefully
On my way back home when i got off from train i had about 10-15min until bus ..
That day was the Scotland - Ireland football match and my bust stop was near Aviva stadium
Within that time... on sottish asked me why am i not waiting from his place where he left me???
Eemmm... it wasn't me...
Another one asked me if i was irish and then where i was from.. to my answer he kissed me on my both cheeks and asked God to bless me...
some other guys asked me questions i didnt even understand..
I totally get that they were under alcohol influence but it was pretty funny..
seeing Scottish and Irish fans walking and singing their own songs .. very amusing i must say
At work i had to train another guy...
I mean first day means i need to talk and they listen... 2nd day.. they talk and i kind of listen...
Honestly i am becoming fairly lazy at work and maybe not giving my all these days... i also seem to make mistakes..I am sorry its just too hard to focus.
Now i also have more fun people sitting around me so sometimes things to get out of hands.. but its good fun - i like it that way.
You have to have those insane moments like laughing so much, you have tears in your eyes. or smashing something,,,, well if you can let your emotions go.. you feel so much better and looking back it makes you laugh...
I am like child.. i need to let my emotions loose otherwise i am crumpycat and not fun to be around..

Its Saturday, i finished work and i feel like going out... 

Emotions

Its not everyday when you hear from someone you cared more than you can describe or explain after years.
So excuse me cause my mind is somewhere else... now i try to read a book so i would not loose my senses.
i get that past is past but we all have one or ,  who we always remember as that special someone.
I don't wanna sound like a teenager so i better say not much at all apart that i am positively shocked to hear from him after about 5 years or so.
Otherwise i feel bit tired as i have sore throat couple days already and feeling bit feverish.
I know i should look for a job but as its extremely busy right now at work then i really lack energy of looking another one...
So tonight i will read my book and try to have a good night sleep.

P.S It is fantastic to hear from my ex colleagues who became friends in Vancouver that they miss working with me and Jimin after reading my previous post wrote: yes you are one of the most wonderful, definitely crazy but wonderful person i have ever met !!
Thanks hun...  So she is the girl who was on the top of moving shelves to clean them from dust and Sigrit decided that its so much fun to scare the girl and start moving those shelves.
To be fair everyone else was also laughing. Sorry Jimin...oh and i am sorry i made u change bandage on my foot...I know i suck forever cause of it! :))
I really miss the great fun we had - we sure had wonderful people working together.
I have said it before but i really have been lucky been part of great teams in many places i worked and i have made many friends via work. Thanks to everyone and i am sorry i had to leave you behind.

I promise i will try to stay as crazy and keep u entertained!

A friend from Vancouver... You crack me up!!

Couple days ago i walked down on memory lane a bit and looked my photos of the life in Vancouver.
I do have to stay that i miss the opportunities this place has (i mean exploring) and just with its amazing surroundings.
How many times this country took my breath away with its beauty... and i really mean it. I remember staring those amazing views.
Well i know that i haven't seen it all yet and i am pretty sure that there will be many places in the future what will have same effect on me. Damn Canada, you have made me dream even bigger i did before.
My dear friend Liz said something extremely nice to me yesterday after i complained that lately it seems hard finding some talking points with new people i meet... like there isn't much to talk about..
So she asked me to snap out of it and apparently i am  worth getting to know and so much that it is hard for people i leave behind...
AND... yes its not it... She also thinks that i am the funniest, craziest, prettiest, kindest person she had a pleasure of getting to know!!

So in your face!!
Haha.. well of course i am not so full of myself to think so much of myself but its damn good to hear that, specially when you are starting to doubt in yourself.

Yet i do think that i am kind and i am pretty funny, i don't think i am the prettiest but i don't think  i am ugly either... i can look nice ;) but i am damn CRAZY and very clumsy (she forgot to mention that).
She sure cheered me up.
So Liz, thank you and if you read this... remember this one time in Steveston...
Oh and don't you dare to forgot "On the road again" ...
Btw - you are hilarious and only you allow me to smash the shoe-boxes filled with shoes...

It is strange that when Jenessa told me that a girl she sometimes talks on the bus to work needs staff and she thought 2 of us could actually become friends... neither of us took it seriously.
But then when Liz interviewed me for job.. we just hit it off. One of the funniest job interviews for sure... We spoke a lot about Ireland...
Oh i am so happy she fought for me that i would get the job.

What i am trying to say is that we need to be nice to people and don't burn the bridges.. you never know how some difficult moment can turn your life around cause  its a small world and your happiness can be just around the corner..
Well as i said to my friends when i left Vancouver that they have only 1 person to miss... but i have more than 1...
 I have managed to make friends wherever i go, so i do have friends all over the world and damn right i would like to meet up with all of them. I am grateful to social media here... helps me out as at least i can stalk them...
I just found a letter on facebook from a guy i used to know.....  that was sent almost a year ago...
oops i never check the "other " box.... hmm this is going to be interesting...
Now i need to figure out which guy it is... well there is only one way to find out... to reply..

Trip to Estonia, moving, Weekend in Cork and work - window to my life - long story :)

Time goes by fast and there has been quite a lot happening within last 2-3 weeks.
I moved, i now live with Annika and her boyfriend.
I suppose i should start with my trip to Estonia. I was there for just couple of days and after not seeing any of my family or friends like 14 months from back home.... i would say it was about time.
It never felt THAT long for me yet knowing that it has been i was kind of nervous.
Who is nervous about seeing their friends and family? Who feels awkward??
Apparently i do.
I was freaking out about having such a little time and as my family lives now all over Estonia i had a feeling that sleep is not gonna be something i am going to have much..
Looking back now and even while i was there - everything went way smoother than i expected and i had thousand times more fun and better time than i thought i might.
I was worried that i am going to be cranky and  bitchy..
Even better i actually had time to have a conversation with all my family members one to one and that gave me strength and boost i needed after mad time i had.
As insane and massive family i have - i am part of them and they are part of me. Love them dearly.
I even managed to see couple of my friends and popped in to my last work place in Estonia.
Well that was the place i saw changes... So much has changed and people have moved on yet same time it was awesome to see them. I gotta say we had an amazing team and if it wasn´t for that group of people, i probably would not have stayed there as long as i did. It doesn't happen often that you become friends with so many people from work.
Oh and i enjoyed driving again.
So there you go... 23-26th of May Estonia had warm and nice weather and i met more people than i thought i will and i had better time than i could have expected. Plus i also got more sleep i prepared myself for.

After i got back i got bit more information about work too.
I have 3 month contract what is up 24th of June.. last week i was offered after that all weekends an 1 extra day during the week.
Then came the weekend in Cork.

The plan was to take easy on Friday evening and get up like 7am Saturday morning, do a hike and the out in the evening.. Sunday we come back, on Monday i move and on Tuesday back to work.
Well most of it went as it was planned.... i went to bed first and i shared bed with Karin. Well what happened that we started talking and laughing and Annika couldn't stay away so we all were insane bed until Annika smoothly pushed Karin away so she at some point had to leave her own bed and went to another room. So i would say that at 1 am we were still awake.
I woke up around 5.30 and no longer could fall asleep. Then A was also up and about 6 we got up and went to make breakfast... as we walked by the room where K was sleeping we put our heads in and she was like.. What time it is? We said its 6 ... she told us to go back to bed but we said no.. So she had no choice really than to follow us downstairs. A made for all of us french toast and at 8.20 we already started our hike.
I gotta say that i was pretty steep and without any track... pretty much just crawling up the mountain ... bloody idiots we are i am telling you.
Well from the experience i have gained now i would say that it was very steep and at least 500-600m high. It may not sound very high but if you are going up at least 45 degree angle or even more... and we are all still beginners and specially on that kind of hike.. We rock.
The funny thing is that at some point you no longer feel like your heart will jump out from your chest... but what i found out that my new issue was that my calf muscles were getting really bad cramps and it was really annoying me. I also now know that i will need new hiking boots..
I think that the length may have been around 10km in total so not that long but it was challenging and that what we like.
After we had plenty of time to get ready and i did make up for the girls and myself. For A i only need to do eyes but K only wears very little and i think she was bit afraid that i will do too strong but i gotta say she looked amazing. We even had time to take some photos... the girls were laughing at me when i was talking and giving orders while doing make up and taking photos.
I am so much better at taking photos of others than posing myself... specially alone...
Once we went out we had delicious dinner at really authentic Mexican place.. I mean the food was so good..
After food we got some drinks, met Gillian and danced. As it was last weekend for K to be in Cork as she also moved to Dublin, it was like farewell party for her.
I love Cork as a city.
Oh and the full Irish breakfast the next morning... mmm
Once we got back to Dublin i had to finish packing and cleaning and then had dinner with Simona and Andris i lived with.
On Monday we went to Ikea with A and had Swedish meatballs for lunch and bought some stuff for home.

Now on going back to work... it was a short week because of the Bank Holiday on Monday but it sure was eventful and busy. Training new guys and very very busy.. then i was also offered that i would have full time until the end of July  not part time, as we are busy. I offered to do couple extra hours this week as it was busy and then met up with Simona for couple of hours.
Today has been my lazy day i haven't had in a while and thanks to great and proper internet connection i can catch up with TV shows.
Tomorrow i am going to see the football match. Ireland vs England. Last match was about 20 years ago and had to be stopped withing 20 minutes because of fans. Apparently Ireland scored and British  started to throw chairs etc..
So now after 20 years there is a match here in Dublin and thanks to my job i have a ticket... i am very very excited. And yes i will support the Irish. :)

Its almost midnight - writing this has taken hours because i get distracted all the time... i promise you will not have to wait for the next one that long...

So this is what i have been up to... i need to get some silly funny jokes going soon...

Oh and there could be a chance that i will be back in Estonia this summer for few days... if i can get flights with reasonable cost...